Setelah perdebatan itu, senyum ini langsung memudar. Entah butuh waktu berapa lama untuk bisa tersenyum seperti dulu lagi. Senyum yang sekarang hanya pemaksaan dari dalam hati. Takut membuat orang cemas dengan raut wajah yang sesungguhnya.
Entah sudah berapa banyak air mata yang keluar dari mata ini. Batin ini terlalu lelah untuk menangis. Rindu dengan kisahku yang dulu. Jauh sebelumnya saat belum mengenal pacaran CINTA.
Tuhan telah menjawab doaku. Tapi sampai saat inipun masih tetap bingung bagaimana memulai hidup yang baru.
Hidup penuh sandiwara sangat tidak menyenangkan.
Tolong kembalikan senyumku!
Bantu aku untuk menemukan duniaku yang sesungguhnya.
#dedicated to someone who made my smile gone
Showing posts with label bell's missing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bell's missing. Show all posts
Tolong Kembalikan Senyumku
when you say nothing at all
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
menatap kebencian
Aku berdiri disini menatap derasnya kehidupan
Jangan berikan kelemahan untukku menatap dunia ini
hati-hati polos itu kini sudah dipenuhi kebencian
Sulitnya Memadamkan Api Kebencian.
Dalam nurani kebencian, EGO semakin merajalela.
aku, dia, dan mereka
Sesalah apapun manusia, MAAF adalah yang pertama diucapkan.
Gelisah menunggu kepastian.
Bosan terhadap kehidupan yang lama.
Sakit yang tak bisa disembuhkan.
Derita yang tak habis dirasakan.
aku merindukan DIA.
DIA merindukan mereka.
mereka yang tak bisa dipisahkan oleh apapun.
sebuah kisah yang sulit untuk diakhiri.
80 reasons why i love you
you make me smile. you make me care. you love me. you make me young. you make me happy. you make me laugh. you make me crazy. you make me cry. you make me sad. you make me rich. you make me strong. you always there when i need. you make my mind focused on you. you change my life. you always take care about me. you always pick me up with your car. you make me scare with your RR. you make me don't want ride your RR anymore. you always hug me. you kissed me. you always lend your arm for my tears. you make me fun. you make me lie. you make me beauty. you buy anything that i want. you buy ice cream. you buy me new battery for my blackberry. you buy me jCo. you buy me chocolate. you buy me some delicious food. you hurt me. you understand me. you make me cry over the phone. you ask me to be your last. you make me romantic. you introduce me to your family. you make me go to your house at night. you make fat. you make me give a jacket. you always keep the jacket. you wear the jacket everyday. you give me hope. you give me smile. you never told me not. you give me sunshine. you give me rain. you always sing like your favorite musician. you show me your good six pack proudly. you make my life full of color. you love my bad habit. you make me love your day. you make me love your mom. you make me cry over the night. you make me cry over the day. you make me smile over the rainbow. you make me happy over the rain. you are my world. you are my love. you are my power. you share your stories. you make me free to open my stories. you open yourself to me. you breathe on me. you came into my dreams. you follow me. you make me follow you. you even call me "lebo". you make me call me you "moo". you call me sayang. you make my dreams come true. your voices keep in my head. you love your RR. you cover my boringness in my holiday. you give me your favorite parfume. you like my fire fragrance. you make me use the angel heart. you borrow me your psp. you try to understand me well. you help me when i need. you are my everything. you make me adore you. you make me love you.
missing him
Dia apa kabar?
apa kabar Dia?
Kamu di mana?
Di mana Kamu?
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sounds of my heart
tears falling down from a wounded heart.
disappointed because it betrayed.
hurt because of abandonment.
feels so lonely in here.
no one who cares about me.
no one who cares about me.
short journey made me helpless.
and finally fell into a deep abyss.
Can you hear me?
Can you hear my cries?
Can you hear the cry of my heart?
untitled
maaf
maafkan diriku yang selalu saja seperti itu.
tangisan perih dalam hatiku.
mencari-cari tempat di mana kau berada.
sakit menahannya
merobek secercah harapan yang pernah dirasakan.
suram tak bercahaya
berharap tuk kembali
berpisah tuk sejenak
tidak lebih baik dari yang dulu
kali ini tak ada tangisan lagi
cukup sudah air mata yang keluar untukmu
terlalu lelah untuk memintamu kembali
terlalu jauh rasa ini kau sakiti
semua kucoba lalui
tapi tetap saja batin ini menangis
................... (to be continued)
miss u so damn!!!
hey....
tahukah kalian kalau saya sangat2 merindukan kalian berdua??
kesibukan dan tempat kuliah yang telah memisahkan kita.
kapan kita bersatu kembali ??
qt kangen skali torang p masa2 SMA dulu. LINCAH skali ksana kmari.
qt kangen skali torang 3 p tampa dudu di klas 2 dg klas 3.
qt kangen skali torang 3 waktu pi makang sama2 pa ci lin
qt kangen skali torang 3 waktu ja bawa makanan ka skolah kong ja makang sama2.
qt kangen skali torang ja manyanyi sama2 di klas.
qt kangen skali torang 3 manangis sama2.
manjo maso SMA ulang!!! hahaha
really miss u both :(
do u miss me?
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